Sunday, February 3, 2013

Lentan Fast

Lent is almost upon us....

Lent is almost upon me ---- week after this week, I believe...

Have an opportunity to go to an Ash Wednesday service and be anointed with ashes...

I'll do that!

Have been sitting here, looking at my prayer candle and prayer picture and wondering what my Lentan Fast could be this year. 

I didn't have one last year.... I fasted a feast of gratitude the year before...

In my new world...
     my new home... place to live... as nowhere is home...
     my new news that my  mother's cancer has returned in her throat and she doesn't want any treatment...
    my changes in availability of best friends...
    my foray into developing new friends....
   
In my anxiety....

In my need for exercise and a good diet - yet total lack of motivation... where did last year's motivation go???????  I wonder?????

What will be my Lentan Fast???

I don't know.... maybe I need to sit with that question for a while -