It is pretty bad when your life's goal is to learn how to somehow be more content with your own company - and you can't imagine how that could ever happen.
When you go to bed each day wondering how you will be able to get up the next morning, and yet somehow you always do.
When sometimes going through the motions of life is just not enough....
But that seems to be all there is....
I hope you find your way. It can be enriching to be content with your own company. But if it is not your usual way, then it takes time to make a change like that.
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