I wish I could start the New Year with more hope...
I wish I could find contentment...
I wish I knew what to do about work, if anything...
I wish I wouldn't feel so much pain and anxiety so much of the time...
I wish I didn't have bad dreams...
9.50 Tuesday morning...
leanne... wishing will not help you... and i know you know this... some of the things on the list you can do something about ... work... do you want to work? can you retire now... as you realise depression makes making decisions impossible... start with a small baby baby step to decide to have an open mind... and work on that...then other things will follow... \
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Yes, Cate, you are right - I know that just wishing won't help - I am doing what I can do - and seeking to have an open mind about work. I see the Job Search lady again on Thursday and will talk about my latest ideas.
ReplyDeleteDo I want to work? No, not yet, but I need to be able to get a bit more cash. And no, I can't retire yet.
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